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Living your life in sanity in love and in awesomeness. Why do you feel like you have to be a jerk to everyone you meet. You’re egotistical and a mean person to be around. You can be very fun when you are not being an inconsiderate loser! Well what do you want from me? Why do you intend on driving me crazy? I don't understand why you don't like me the friendly way? I don't know why you are so sociable why you don't like to be nice. Why you don't like talking to people when they talk to you. All I ever get is the head shake, the shoulder shrug, the not talking back. You touch and talk to me like you like you want to be around me like you want to be my boy. But you don't you hate me you want me to die. I can see it on your face. In your ice blue eyes. In your awesome movements that can be stupid but they are always graceful and they attract my eyes to you. I want to sit and stare at you the whole time I can. Why do you not feel this way? Am I not pretty enough am I not skinny enough. Why do you not want me? Why do you hate me? These are questions I want to ask you. I want to tell you about how I feel. About how when I see you I want to run up to you and tell you how much I want to be with you. How I want to sit there and talk to you, with you forever. And how I will always remember you and how I love you. These things I want to tell you everyday. I want to tell you every hour every second. Why not every minute? I don't know I just want to be with you every day. I already see you. Even if you don't see me. Even if you don't want me to see you. I'm there. I want you to want me. I want you to be there talking to me. I want you to tell me that you love me that you want me to love you. This is what you want me to think? Well if you don't then it’s too bad. I want you to know these are the things that are in my mind.